JAN. 20

I WENT TO A GROUP METTING TODAY. IT IS FOR FAMILIES OF PEOLPE THEY LOVE WHO HAVE A MENTAL ILLNESS.IT WAS ON THE RADIO ADVERTISING THE GROUP SND I THOUGHT IT WAS SO FITTING FOR ME AND MY SITUATION.  I WAS THE ONLY ONE TO SHOW UP. SO I HAD A ONE ON ONE SESSION. IT HAS OPENED MY EYES NOT ONLY TO WHAT DAVID IS GOING THROUGH, BUT ALSO WHAT I HAVE TO DO TO HELP MYSELF. I WANT TO DO WHAT EVER I CAN DO BECAUSE I LOVE HIM SO MUCH AND I LEARNED THAT IS STARTS WITH HIM. HE HAS TO HELP HIMSELF BEFORE ANYONE CAN HELP HIM. I THANK GOD HE IS WILING TO TAKE THE STEPS HE NEEDS TO ADMIT TO THE THINGS HE HAD DONE AND TAKE RESPONSIBILITY FOR THEM. IM NOT SAYING THAT BECAUSE A MNA ADMITS TO ABUSING HIS SPOUSE OR SIGNIFICANT OTHER IS OK AS LONG AS HE ADMITS HE IS WRONG. IM SAYING IF THEY CAN ADMIT THEY WRONG AND HAVE A PROBLEM AND WANT TO CORRECT IT, WANT TO SEEK HELP AND SAY I DID THIS AND I NEVER WANT IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN. TO ADMIT THERE IS NO EXCUSE GOOD ENOUGH TO ALOE IT TO HAPPEN AGAIN. TO ADMIT ITS A PROBLEM AND TRU;Y WANT TO HELP THEMSELVES TO STOP THE CYCLE SOMEWHERE.  I LOVE DAVID BUT LOVE DOESNT CURE ALL. LOVE CAN HEKP SOMEONE SEE WHEN THINGS NEED TO CHANGE. LOVE CAN HEKP SOMEONE TO KNOW THEY ARE NOT ALONE ANDAS LONG AS THEY ARE WILING TO TAKE RESPOSIBILITY FOR WHAT THEY HAVE DONE AND THEY THEMSELVES WORK ON CHANING FOR THE BETTER THAT IT IS POSSIBLE TO FORGIVE AND STILL LOVE.  BIPOLAR CAN BE A CRUEL MOSTER BUT IT CAN BE TAMED. IT CAN BE BROKE. IT ISNT SIMPLE OR EASY AND IS SURE CAN PISS U OFF BUT IF YOU GRAB IT BY THE BALLS, YOU CAN MAKE A STAND. UNDERSTANDING, EDUCATION AND PATIENCE IS THE INGREDIENTS.  MEDICATION IS THE KEY ALONG WITH THERAPY. STICKING WITH IT IS IMPORTANT. IM LEANIGN EVERYDAY.

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